I find myself back on this blog, which I've honestly avoided all semester. The last time I wrote was basically where I'm at right now: 2 weeks left of the semester with a buttload of things to do. So what's the difference? I'm different. God is the same; same yesterday, today, last year, thousands of years ago. Why am I different? Because God is the same. Do you see a pattern here? I'm not really driving the point home but it all makes sense in my head. All I can say is that what I've experienced since this year began is a heart begging to love God and God alone despite all the things that cloud it up. I can't say I've always succeeded but like P. Minny always says, it's not about perfection, it's about progression. Amen brother!After Passion 2010, I went back to something so simple. It's been drilled in my head for as long as I can remember but I've taken it for granted: the Word. I need to plant my feet in it. I need to live it. Even to come to that revelation is mind-boggling to me. Nothing on my own. Now it's time to make it happen. Boy is it hard but it's worth it!
Sometimes that makes me sad that life keeps moving even though I want it to stop but who am I to take control? I am second.
So I'm at the same place at a different time. He's the same God. I'm a different person. Thanks!