Summer

So my internship got cancelled the next 3 weeks (well one week i cancelled it myself cuz of kosta) and i realized that with all this time, I need to make some goals in life if i wanna get anywhere and do anything useful starting with my summer goals.
in no particular order,

1. catch up on bible reading (one month and 2 days behind and it stays that way unless i start reading more than one day's worth)
2. be active (physically - jogging in the morning, softball, tennis, jumping jacks? watever)
3. read (and finish) some good christian books
4. complete: kimbo scholarship app, nbc app
5. learn (and master) videography and sound editing
6. STOP spending so much money! scrape and save for dreams of traveling
7. PRAY! for many many things. God's throwing me curveballs left and right and i'm missing each one. i dont wanna strike out!
8. get at least 150 in bowling :P
9. clean up my new space and pack EFFICIENTLY for school
10. practice French! i need to go to paris

that's all for now i guess...can't get too ahead of myself now.
also, i need to stop living life in fear. fear of failure. fear of rejection. fear of regret. fear of hurt. FDR said "Only thing we have to fear is fear itself."
i say, the one thing you need to fear is the Lord.

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all who follow his precepts have good understanding. To him belongs eternal praise.

Psalm 111:10


on that note, living life on the edge is good, but i want to see the day when I am willing to jump off with the confidence that God will give me wings and i dont go crashing to the ground.



i really miss dancing. i do.